tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6665496909695679509.post8548909060532495958..comments2020-02-29T11:05:35.716-05:00Comments on Disorganized and Unconventional Ramblings: Staying up late makes you sad and lonely!lisa maihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17036289136116592823noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6665496909695679509.post-70519168866754783582009-06-24T22:42:32.711-04:002009-06-24T22:42:32.711-04:00I lost my mom to cancer in January,I was still pre...I lost my mom to cancer in January,I was still pregnant with Bradley.I dont think anyone ever really grasps the fact that someone is close to dying from cancer,maybe because its a hard situation to face and really when you are so close to someone you cant imagine them not being there one day. I had alot of unresolved issues with my mom and I didnt spend nearly as much time with her or even call her as much as I should have,I miss her so much and cant believe shes gone.But I know she knew how very much I loved her and I am sure his grandma did too. Its so hard to lose someone.<br /> I have seen you with your kids and I can tell you love both of them more then anything,I am the same way with Andrew sometimes and I feel guilty too.Its hard not to get stressed out sometimes,any mother who says she never does is lying.3 is a hard age,its even harder when you are under stress and away from your family and handling other stuff all at once.I am learning to be more patient and fun too. You are a good mother though and I know both of your kids know how much you love them.Airforce Wifehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06466629862669778036noreply@blogger.com